I am 20 weeks pregnant with triplet boys.
It’s still
strange to write that out. A decade ago, when I was in college, if you’d ask me
what I thought my life would be now, I never would have said, “Mother of four,”
especially not to triplets.
But, as I have learned time and time again in my
life, the plans that God has for my life are way better than what I could dream
up. So, I must trust that this plan here is designed especially for my husband John and me, and
that we can survive. ;)
I sit in bed at night now, and I feel the kicks and taps from within. I remember feeling this same thing when I was pregnant with my daughter 2 years ago; It really is the most amazing feeling, the feeling of life within. But it's terrifying too. I feel out of control. Especially now, with three of them. I have moments of panic. And terror. I think about all the unknowns. When and how will they enter into this earth? Are they all developing properly? How will I ever take care of them all and still find time for my daughter? There are so many questions at times that it makes my head spin. I have to keep reminding myself to take one day at a time.
As if having triplets in not enough, we also bought a lovely home. It is the perfect home for our growing family. We finalized everything this summer. It wasn't even going on the market for another six months, but we heard about it through a friend, did a "behind-the-scenes" transaction, and signed the papers. However there is one catch. We can't move in. The wonderful couple who live in the house are currently building another house, and we have to wait until they are finished before we can do any moving.
When are they projecting they will be complete? Jan/Feb.
When are the babies due? Jan/Feb.
Just another small thing to add to the craziness. ;)
I’ve had blogs before, but they faded. I always wished something fascinating would come into my life so I could have something unique to write about. Well, here it is! To be completely honest, I wasn’t prepared for all the attention, all the inquiry and all the conversations I would have about my situation. Many people have suggested I journal and blog, even if it's just for myself.
So, my purpose for
writing this blog is to update any curious family/friends/people on our crazy life journey. Additionally, this blog will hopefully serve as a journal for myself, filled with my own reflections and memories.
“How are you going to do it?” is a question I get asked
a lot. Well, I don’t yet know. This blog will let you see how this all works
itself out.
So
here we go.