Tomorrow

Well, the day has come, almost. I sit here in silence, enjoying a cup of tea, watching the bit of snow flurries swirl in front of my house. My mom has taken Evie to the library so John and I could enjoy a few hours of silence and productivity. My hospital bag is almost packed, bottles washed and clothes  folded. It is surreal to see three bouncer chairs in a row...three swings...a 15 gallon diaper can.
It is really happening. 
In less than 24 hours, if all goes according to our plan, our three sons will be here.
                                 Tomorrow starts the rest of our life as a family of six. 

Overall, I feel peace, but I can't help but chase away a million fears that, like the snowflakes outside my window,  swirl around in my head.  I've come to the end of  a journey; almost 36 weeks successfully carrying triplets. However, tomorrow starts another journey; a lifetime of caring and raising three more children. How do we close out this chapter and begin the next? Is there anything that can possibly symbolize such a transition?

Well, how about one more date night!!! :)  John and I went out for Indian food last night on the east side of the city to a place called Bollywood Theatre. It was recommended  for it's unique and flavorful take on Indian street food (without the risks of getting food poisoning)

 Seven years ago, John and I traveled together to India with our church to help in an orphanage. We also explored various cities in the country such as Kolkata, Banglore and the little village in which we spent the majority of our time, Shimoga.

7 years ago...

 Even though we got terribly sick on some of the food during our trip to India, (especially John!) the dinner last night was special as we reminisced about our adventures together over the years. We both agreed that before we started a family, our talk was centered around traveling, our next adventure, and the next restaurant we wanted to try.... Now that we have a family, these places and conversations are but special memories from another chapter in our life together.

 John reminded me that "someday, this chapter...carrying triplets, raising kids and everything that it brings will be a memory too..." I know my wise husband is right, but I can't help but take a deep breath at the thought of it.

I am nervous about the operation and all that entails. I am nervous about the babies, their health, my ability to care for them and keep my sanity. I am nervous about the how much my life will change, forever.
But, I am grateful. I am grateful for the three seemingly healthy lives that have been gifted to John and me. I am grateful for family and the network of friends and community that have and will support us. I am grateful for a healthy, uncomplicated pregnancy. I am grateful for this next season in life.

My C-section is scheduled for 8:30 am tomorrow morning. I'm not sure what the day will bring but I will update when I can and I am excited to introduce our three sons.
                                    Thank you for your thoughts, prayers and well-wishes....Until Tomorrow....